It’s a new year, but it’s not time for a new me. 2014 has been a complicated one, when I reflect on the place I was emotionally in January of 2014 it leaves me feeling slightly sick.
This time last year things were beginning to get very complicated for me – I struggled with issues for roughly four or five years, but October 2013 is when I think I started to struggle to hide how I was feeling. I remember being at work doing some marketing for an upcoming event and crying, shaking, and pretty much breaking down every time I tried to move or when I tried to apply myself to work. Fortunately nobody saw this – but it was destroying me.
I began having terrible dreams, and the feelings of despair, desperation and deep panic started dominating my life. Looking back now I have no idea…
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